Finding Flour: Where & Why

Bread has been vital to human survival for more than 10,000 years. Flour combined with water makes a dough for cooking over a fire or baked in an oven. These simple ingredients have sustained people for a long time. That is to say, flour may subconsciously signal life. Now finding flour has become a national obsession.

Since the pandemic began, people seem to have latched onto the idea that having enough flour is essential. Even for people who never baked at home before, so it’s not particularly logical. But nevertheless, many have latched on so tightly to this idea, that there have been flour shortages in stores for months. People are baking like crazy.

In the age of COVID-19, in many ways we are literally in survival mode and behaving on instinct. There is something primal about flour. Maybe in our subconscious, we as a species know that if we have flour we can survive. Also kneading dough is soothing — like a meditation.

Over the last week especially, as police brutally killed Black people, it felt like an attack on my spirit. I’ve gasped for air and felt pain in my neck. It’s times like this that I need to find ways to stay calm. That familiar combination of flour and water brings me back to myself.

I’ve baked cinnamon bread, scones, cookies and cake. I had a decent amount of flour at home to begin with, but then started to run low and didn’t see all-purpose flour on store shelves for weeks, so I bought cake flour to tide me over.

Because I wasn’t sure how long this flour shortage would last, I decided that sourcing locally and online would be the best option and also help support local business. Thankfully I’m now well-stocked with flour.

Below is a list of New England area mills with freshly milled flour, cornmeal and more ready to ship directly to you!

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One Mighty Mill (Lynn, MA)

Ground Up Grain (Hadley, MA)

Maine Grains (Skowhegan, ME)

Gray’s Grist Mill (Westport, MA)

Plimoth Grist Mill (Plymouth, MA)

Kenyon’s Grist Mill (West Kingston, RI)

The Audacity of Mark Wahlberg

#CriminWhileWhite trendSome don’t like the hashtag #CrimingWhileWhite. But I think it’s a good way to shine a light on the disparity in treatment by the justice system between white people and people of color.

This hashtag immediately came to mind as I read The Week’s article stating that Mark Wahlberg should not receive a pardon from the Commonwealth of Massachusetts. Wahlberg filed a pardon petition last month. The audacity.

The article gives details of the events that resulted in a criminal conviction. I was surprised, because it seemed like a hate crime to me. His Wikipedia page discusses more and it is all rather disturbing.

I won’t write the details here; you can take a look at both articles on your own and decide whether to believe them or not. However, beating two Asian men severely while shouting racial epithets at them is horrifying to say the least. Whether Wahlberg was drunk or on drugs is not an excuse.  One of the men lost sight in one eye. Wahlberg spent 45 days in jail.

Part of the reason reading about this has upset me so much is the timing of it. The racial climate in this country at the current moment is tense to say the least. Not that there are no injustices happening to other people, but foremost on my mind are the recent grand jury decisions and the differences in treatment in this country based on race. I recently read an article about a black man who spent decades in prison for a crime that he did not commit. That was just one article, but it is story that has been repeated over and over.

The law is so harsh to people of color where it can often be quite kind to white people. Thus #CrimingWhileWhite. The stories are being told tweet by tweet.

Apparently Wahlberg thinks it was perfectly fair that he only served 45 days in jail for his crimes. The audacity. If he had been black would he have received that kind of sentence? I really don’t think so.

While Wikipedia cannot always be believed, the entry about him says the following.

“I did a lot of things that I regret, and I have certainly paid for my mistakes.” He said the right thing to do would be to try to find the blinded man and make amends, and admitted he has not done so, but added that he was no longer burdened by guilt: “You have to go and ask for forgiveness and it wasn’t until I really started doing good and doing right by other people, as well as myself, that I really started to feel that guilt go away. So I don’t have a problem going to sleep at night. I feel good when I wake up in the morning.”

I do believe that we have to move past our mistakes and go forward with our lives, but wow…. Why hasn’t he found the blinded man and tried to make amends? Has he been compensated? I would think that given all the money that he has made and how his mindset has changed that he would want to apologize and give the man some money. Maybe he has and the article did not include that. I sure hope so.

To ask for a pardon seems like a lot for me. He basically got a pardon with just 45 days in jail. Others would have served years, maybe decades or life. Wahlberg was able to enjoy his youth, his freedom and become the best version of himself. He received a valuable gift.

As much as I detest his crimes, I admire what Wahlberg has done with his life. He has made the most out of it and is doing more good with his foundation. He is giving back. He has brought great joy to many with his music. Including me. Who hasn’t found themselves bobbing their head to Good Vibrations?

With his Massachusetts restaurants Alma Nove and Wahlburgers, he is bringing jobs and good food to the local economy. I’m certainly not against any of that.

But how do you balance so much good with the atrocities? Maybe the balance is leaving the conviction on his record.

I think the world is probably a better place having Wahlberg as he is now rather than being behind bars. He got a second chance. Many others deserve to as well, but never get it. Refusing the pardon, might make sure that Wahlberg never forgets just how truly lucky he is.

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*Updated 12/11/2014* This story is developing. A Daily Mail article says that the man who was attacked, Johnny Trinh, forgives Wahlberg and has just now learned of his fame. Also Trinh says that he lost his eye before he was beaten by Wahlberg. The initial injury took place during the Vietnam War. It’s quite an in-depth article and worth reading.

*Updated 12/17/2014* Here are two more articles with information: Back In The Day: Marky Marks Rap Sheet  and Reminder That Mark Wahlberg Allegedly Threw Rocks, Slurs, At 4th Grade Class in 1986

*Updated 1/14/2015* An interesting article on Boston.com: Ex-Prosecutor: Don’t Pardon Mark Wahlberg for Racist Attacks

*Updated 9/15/2016* Was happy to learn that Wahlberg now regrets asking for a pardon and the pardon request has been closed. Also, he did meet with Trinh and apologized to him in person.

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Black Friday: A Different Perspective

Portal of SorrowThanksgiving was wonderful yesterday. Lots of family, friends, laughter, good food and conversation. Some of the conversation turned to Ferguson and the horrible grand jury decision.

I’m sure that for every African-American family around the country, the conversation over many Thanksgiving meals eventually turned to Ferguson. How could it not? As black people, we are feeling besieged. How could we not?

While Black Friday is usually about Christmas shopping, I’ve never been part of that mad scene and avoid it at all costs. This Black Friday post is about to get real, so hold on.

What strikes me as more fitting is that  many are focusing on the one trillion dollars of buying power by black consumers and deciding to withhold that buying power today. #NotOneDime and #BlackoutBlackFriday are hashtags on Twitter. Since early this morning, #NotOneDime has been trending nationwide.

I have so many feelings about the violence being done to black people by white police officers seemingly everyday. It’s scary. It makes me mad and sad. Last week I watched the final episode of Finding Your Roots with Henry Louis Gates, Jr., so I was already thinking about history and all that African-Americans have endured in this country. So much progress has been made, but so much racism continues. In case you haven’t watched the show, I highly recommend it. Gates really brings history to life and shows that so much of it is available to us. He has researched the family trees of many celebrities, some who are African-American and has found records of the plantations where their ancestors were enslaved and found the names of the families who owned them. These records exist.

When arguments were made against slavery reparations in the past, one of the things said was that it would be impossible to find out who are the descendants of slaves. That is not true. His research has shown that the information is available and he has some of it.

I believe that one of the reasons why so many don’t understand that racism still exists is that the issue of slavery has still never truly been dealt with in this country. Since 1989, United States Representative John Conyers, Jr. has put forth bill H.R. 40 during each session of Congress — “Commission to Study Reparation Proposals for African-Americans Act.” Enacting this legislation and seriously studying reparations would be a start.

In The Case for Reparations, an article written by Ta-Nehisi Coates, he mentions a case out of Massachusetts. Below is an excerpt from the article.

In 1783, the freedwoman Belinda Royall petitioned the commonwealth of Massachusetts for reparations. Belinda had been born in modern-day Ghana. She was kidnapped as a child and sold into slavery. She endured the Middle Passage and 50 years of enslavement at the hands of Isaac Royall and his son. … Belinda Royall was granted a pension of 15 pounds and 12 shillings, to be paid out of the estate of Isaac Royall—one of the earliest successful attempts to petition for reparations. …

“A heavy account lies against us as a civil society for oppressions committed against people who did not injure us,” wrote the Quaker John Woolman in 1769, “and that if the particular case of many individuals were fairly stated, it would appear that there was considerable due to them.”

As the historian Roy E. Finkenbine has documented, at the dawn of this country, black reparations were actively considered and often effected. Quakers in New York, New England, and Baltimore went so far as to make “membership contingent upon compensating one’s former slaves.” In 1782, the Quaker Robert Pleasants emancipated his 78 slaves, granted them 350 acres, and later built a school on their property and provided for their education. “The doing of this justice to the injured Africans,” wrote Pleasants, “would be an acceptable offering to him who ‘Rules in the kingdom of men.’ ”

Living in Massachusetts, I found this especially poignant. The Quaker connection I also found particularly interesting in light of a recent lawsuit against Quaker Oats by the descendants of the woman who is alleged to be the face of Aunt Jemima. A CBS report explains.

The Aunt Jemima brand was built around the caricature of a post-slavery black woman.

“She was developed a long time ago as a kind of a group of stereotypes distilled into a single person,” Adweek writer Sam Thielmann said.

Over the years, her depiction has evolved, but not enough for a family that said their relative’s image made the company famous. …

A lawsuit filed in federal court alleges Quaker Oats stole recipes from Anna Short Harrington in the 1930s and failed to pay her royalties on products bearing her image.In the complaint, her descendants say Harrington had a contract with Quaker Oats that was never honored.

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Writing this blog, I receive press releases about all sorts of things. Two releases that I’ve received over the past several days really upset me. Especially in light of what I have just written. I will not give the name of the place, because I don’t want to give them any publicity. It’s a southern plantation that now is a bed and breakfast.

Special events, tours, weddings, bird watching and picnics are mentioned. “When it comes down to it, there’s not much to not love about this historical bed and breakfast,” the release boasts. Seriously??!!

They have kept the word “plantation” in the name. The website shows pictures of slave shacks. It is very cavalier about the mention of slaves and the emotional perspective is definitely that of the slave owning family that suffered during the Civil War. From what I’ve learned over the last year or so, many people have events and stay in these renovated plantations where they can hark back to the good ol’ days. Like Paula Deen. Below is an edited excerpt from the site with the name removed and absolutely no link to them.

this Mansion offers the charm of Southern days gone by. Here you will find the elegant Southern wedding of your dreams or a peaceful retreat for corporate and social gatherings. With historic and local attractions within easy drives and award winning vineyards just around the corner, ____ Plantation makes a great place to come home to after a day of adventure.

Plantations were places where some of the worst violence and terrorism in this hemisphere happened to black people. Plantation B&Bs should not be places to go and enjoy thinking about the past. Plantations should be places where the history of slavery is taught and all money earned or donated goes towards reparations to the descendants of slaves.

To all those who represent slave plantation B&Bs, stop sending me your press releases. I will NEVER use my voice to help you further profit from the horrible institution of American slavery. Ever.

*Updated 12/9/2014* Just found a very interesting article which makes similar points to this post: #Blacklivesmatter Till They Don’t: Slavery’s Lasting Legacy

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Flickr Photo: Portal of Sorrow (Gorée Island) by Angelo Juan Ramos